27 August 2009

"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."



Back from the island, to which I paid a visit, in the shift of week, where the ghost of adolescence still lingers, in the blue breeze, and innocence was taken by the tide, the lure, of the sea. Butterfly strokes, surfboards, and strands of my hair marching in the whip of the brine air, like strings of a marionette doll; brown, paper parcel of Carolina peaches, with its craggy cut teeth, crumpled into the cusp of my palm; the celestial sphere seasoned with salt stars, and a whisper of clouds, swimming, pendulous, like a bambino's mobile; pale as breath when winter frost knifes at exposed flesh.



Newly 19, a pale, flaming child, of late summer, fevered with ardor, amour, I formulate a promise of heart, to abandon all that dissatisfies, depresses, and subsume a truer sense of being. The tangles of social order, schedules, and salaries, have crept up, snaking round my soul, strangling spiritualism, and intuition. 'No more, no more!" my spirit howls.



Thus, I purchased one-way passage, inked for September 1st, to be swept into aerial atmosphere, and fly beneath the vault of heaven, the North Atlantic Ocean at my feet, dashing thousands of miles, far remote, a departure from all that I've ever known.



Endowed with but a fistful of funds, bank account shaved bare, all that I have is who I am, heart, and soul.



I've flung off the chains of corporations, freed from their spirit-devouring demands for human submission. I will not be owned, thought of like a gratuitous puppet, raped of self and individuality. I protest to being shaped by societal standards, by wagging fingers of spite. Thereupon, I dismount the carousel of customs that is to the naked eye, satisfying, but that only spins in circles, taking the same tattered track, never giving birth to new trails, never obliterating boundaries.



Society will brand me, as a slacker, papa will preach, and still, I'll remain, a free spirit, living like a gypsy, roaming like a vagabond, filling my cup of wanderlust.



I have paused, pinned, at the lip, of a precipitous cliff, calculating, and cautiously curious about the degree of such a descent, away from assurance. For in capering into the chasm of the unknown, my spirit may be clipped, what I have conceived chiseled.



What existence is mine, though, if I purely peer at the possibilities, and forsake my fervor, my fighting chance for crowned dreams?



We are sculptors of our circumstances. Grip the wheel, and blaze straight into the nucleus of your most madcap dreams. Adopt a reckless abandon, to all that smothers the crux of your passion, for if you do not, you submit your soul as a scapegoat to regret. Nothing is foolish that fulfills you.



Therefore, I'm drafting dreams, wishing on stars, and whispering to the heavenly hosts, vowing not to misspend this offering of life, vowing to saturate myself in shafts of sunlight, and all that nurtures the soul. I’ll travel, I’ll surf, I’ll write, I’ll give, I’ll laugh until I’m seized with breathlessness, and when I die, I’ll say, 'my, how content I am with life'.



Please, tell me what you believe to be your most madcap dream. What do you wish for, but never tried for? Then tell yourself, 'it is possible'. Because it is...



A reminder: Please don't plagiarize! All writing, except for the title (a quote always credited below, in the foot of each entry) is my own. Please don't claim it as yours or edit it in any way. As for the photographs, please don't give me or my blog credit, these belong to others. See the names and links that follow (and at the end of each entry) for a full list of the photographers who have images featured. Use this list to give proper credit to them. If you have any questions, comment or email me. Thank you!

Title Quote: Ralph Waldo Emerson
Photos: Alison Scarpulla, Edouard Plongeon, Laurence, and Erica Shires.

118 comments:

Brigadeiro said...

You're BACK!!! Beautiful post! How I've missed them! Thanks for your belated b'day wishes! When is yours? Happy birthday! (hope I'm not too late!) Mine was on the 14th... :)
xx
CC

MITICA ILLUSTRATIONS said...

wonderfull pics!

Brigadeiro said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDEED!!!

May your next year be filled with all the beauty, inspiration and hope you share with us, and much much more!!!
xx
CC

agnes said...

OH MY GOSH!!! You are bacccck to blogging my dear!!! WELCOME BACK!!!

Happy birthday on ur 19th. I wish you all the best in this new and magical year. :)

well,, I always wish to handmade a dress for myself, but i chicken out in the last minute. I afraid that i will make it wrong and that would be a big waste of time. perhaps i should really give it a REAL TRY OUT.

great to have you baccck again.

xx
agnes

leeselooks said...

happy happy happy birthday my beautiful S-C.

you are a true gem + blessing.

i wish you NOTHING but happiness. joy. laughter. peace. safety.
this journey is only the beginning.


thanks for ALWAYS being here for me.

* oh and my best friend JUST did the exact same thing as you... one way ticket... travelled the world...and enjoyed EVERY.SECOND. best decision of her life *

soak it up. and just live.

sending ALL my love your way.

love you

X

Couture Carrie said...

Another gorgeous post, darling ~ so well-written, too. Your vocabulary is vast, S-C! The title quote is awesome too!

xoxox,
CC

Mary Jo from TrustYourStyle said...

So glad you are posting again, I have missed them---this one was lovely. Sounds like you are leaving though, hope you will find a way to continue blogging with your new trusty laptop.

xo

Jennifer said...

quite lovely, as can be expected. I love the line "nothing is foolish that fulfills you" and may use it as a header for a post at some point, but I promise to credit.

Maverick Malone said...

Happy birthday SC!!

SO SOOO glad to hear from you and twice as happy that you're back blogging!

Are you traveling to America?

Beautiful post, always a joy to read your writing...Bummer about people plagiarizing :(

Anyway, so glad your back! When do you depart?

xox, mavi

Maverick Malone said...

Also, how can I follow you on twitter?

Dorkys Ramos said...

Oh how exciting to just up and travel into the unknown peeking around corners, wondering what'll happen next.

And unbelievably terrifying! Still I wish you an exhilarating (and safe) trip filled with crazy adventures :)

daisychain said...

I am filled with admiration for you, for following your hopes and dreams.

Eve said...

This is so lovely! Your writing is stunning! Wow! I can't even get over it! Lovely pictures as well! Happy birthday! Its good to have you back!

xoxo

The Stylish Wanderer said...

incredble

STEFANIE said...

Beautiful post, as always! Your birthday is like the start of your new adventure :) I wish you good luck, I hope everything turns out great and I hope you find what you were looking for!! Safe journey!

Vintage Me New You said...

Wow, I am so happy you are posting again, I wanted to read your dreamy words again:)
Hope you're doing great, I wish only happiness to you!!!
Happy birthday lovely soul:)

Bisous,
Gia!

Krystal said...

great post my love! too bad you're not still in NY, i'm going back that way soon. have fun overseas with your new laptop (!!) xo

noura. said...

Aw wow... This is just magical.

Barbro Andersen said...

I missed you <3 Happy birthday!

Daria said...

i missed you. a lot.
happy birthday :)

Brittany said...

Please don't!! your words are beautiful and I will miss reading them.

surimay said...

oooh lovely lovely post as always. gorgeous pictures! :D hope you've been well. you're going overseas ey? ooh have fun! make good use of that present from your parents! hehe. happy birthday btw!

plagiarism ey? :( that's not very good. are they not putting you down as the source? bad bad! but then again...it just means that you're super awesome. awesome enough to make people want to copy you! haha ;)

Mademoiselle Chic blog said...

great pics! :)
http://hellomisschic.blogspot.com

Savvy Gal said...

Glad you are back. Happy belated Birthday. So sorry about your work. You put so much effort into all your beautiful posts....

Caf said...

Susanna! You have such a beautiful way with words...I feel very lucky to be reading your blog, always inspiring...if I could my dream is to be doing just what you are doing...my illness stops me right now but hopefully one day I will beat it and get out in the world. Glad to hear about the laptop, I'd love to follow your adventures across the globe!
Caf x

Brett and Rohini said...

please dont! I derive inspiration and strength from your blogs.

luvs
Roh

Rebecca, The Clothes Horse said...

Brilliant, beautiful, wonderful and poetic...but where oh where are you going?

* Alice To * said...

So beautiful pictures, so inspiring! Thank you!

j'taimee said...

I continue to love and be inspired by your indefatigable optimism!
...yes, we can achieve anything.

tanya said...

oh please please please dont make your blog private! your beautifully written posts have inspired my own madcap adventures halfway around the globe and id hate to not be able to keep reading your amazing blog. each entry of yours is like chicken soup for the soul :)

tanya said...

ps. a belated happy birthday!

Girl next blog said...

I'm obsessed with leopard coats - really, I have a problem haha

And the first two pics are so inspiring... I can't help loving them!

xx

DaMonique said...

Your writing always touches me in a super, didn't realize it was there, way and surprised at the depth of feeling that overcomes me every single time. Can't wait to hear about your adventures!
~DaMonique
damonique.blogspot.com

loft in soho said...

WELCOME BACK DEAR!!!
Your writing is stunning <3<3<3

and thanks for your visit,

xxx

Nata said...

Aww, wonderful post as always, I know I have said this before, but you could bring someone to tears. Your words are cries of revolutions for the soul and to live a poignant life as deemed by self, not society!
XOXO,
Nata.

Grace said...

I love everything you do.

Love Grace.

Dooder City said...

I guess that is a compliment if they plaigerize? But I know it is annoying. Beautiful piece!

Amelia said...

This is such a beautiful post! I adore the first picture. I think my biggest dream is to make my life more beautiful and I think I'm doing pretty well on that...

Faridah said...

I praise you for embracing the lifestyle of a free-spirit. It's how living ought to be.

It is lovely to have my best friend and sister live in my old room. Since I moved away, it's really touching that she's tried to maintain it as though I'm still there. I love her for it.

I need to tell you again how beautiful your blog is! You're something special. x

suzannah said...

oh, your blog is truely magical dear! this post is so inspirational, the pictures and words are so beautiful and dreamy. and happy belated birthday dear! much love, from suzannah ♥

Anne said...

♥ to see you back! I've missed your posts. xoxo

Ara said...

I hope you will share with us how your wagabond days goes on and what you feel and think, and how the world inspire you. I feel kind of like I'm on these journey with you. You dare what so many of us doesen't and I think I need to see that it actually can be done. I often feel that I'm pushed into a box and that life has to be lived certain ways. But we are all free spirits, who can design life as we want, and as we move along. Maybe some day I want feel like I'm tided down, but more like an eagle looking down at the system man has made.
I wish you the best of luck! And please tell us how you are doing. :)

Maxine said...

aww thank you!
and beautifull pictures again hihi
<3maxine

Giovanna said...

You have an amazing blog!! So INSPIRING photography!! I looove them all!
I'm glad I found your blog :) I'll put your link in my blogroll to visit you often :)
xoxo
Giovanna
Boho Market

Flavia M. from FRINGE INDIE MAGAZINE said...

The cloud and the NY photo are amazing, great choices.

Relyn said...

You know what I'll say, "GO!! GO, go, go!"

Happy birthday, sweet adventurer.

soph (owl vs. dove) said...

Love reading your posts. And your choice of accompanying images is always so wonderful

x

muchlove said...

can I just say: you are inspirational!! Your words are magical. This wonderful post has reminded me that life is there to be embraced. Something I really need to do. These past few months I've wasted too much time sitting and waiting. Now I've decided to quit waiting, and start doing. I admit I'm really scared, but I think I have to stop thinking about my fear and actually face it.

Have fun in Europe! Hope you can share your amazing experiences with us.
xx

ThisUserDoesNotExist said...

A thought to add:
"There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path. Already you are the monarch of your own skin.
Your inviolable freedom waits to be completed only by the love of other monarchs.
A politics of dream; urgent as the blueness of the sky."
Hakim Bey)
:)

Hila said...

Welcome back lovely, I've missed your sublime posts :)
Sorry to hear about the plagiarism: it's the ultimate sin in my profession, so I have boundaries about writing and art that I will never cross. I understand the frustration.

Anonymous said...

your blog is so inspiring, please continue to write for us all, and for yourself! where is your ticket to? i wish i was as brave as you and could up and go on a whim
xx

rossovelvet said...

Thank you for a few minutes of magic.
It's really precious.
And NOBODY can steal that from YOU.

Valentine said...

SC!

"Endowed with but a fistful of funds, bank account shaved bare, all that I have is who I am, heart, and soul."

Same. But I agree with you.. Id rather be a free spirit, labeled a slacker, than work for a company where they suck out my core till im empty.. a walking zombie.

Im glad you're back! And YES.. do that video Q&A.. Im sure many would enjoy it. I know I would.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (well, belated..)

Love ya!

xx

V

Maggie May said...

oh those clouds are just divine...as is unencumbered travel...

Stompface said...

Ohhh you are back in blog land! How wonderful, I must say I have been missing your blog muchly!

I was overjoyed to see a lovely comment from you on my bloggety, and yes I did draw the pic so thankyou thankyou.

Bummer about people plagerising your posts, I really can't get over people sometimes, like what nerve!

x

Ny Minute Now said...

Hi, S-C!

So lovely to see you blogging again! This post was so heartfelt, and I'm rooting for you. I loved,
"What existence is mine, though, if I purely peer at the possibilities, and forsake my fervor, my fighting chance for crowned dreams?"

May I quote you and this phrase on a future blog post?:)

Take care always, enjoy the flight, and may you have the time of your life!

miriam said...

thanks for your comment!

these picture are stunning, and the emotions you put into words feel unreal.

if you do end up keeping this blog private - i hope you don't have to - i hope you'll send me an invite.

Claudia said...
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Claudia said...

Glad your back!! :)

AX80 said...

Ah, that shot of the empire States building is breathtaking. Something about that sky. Sort of a vintage look to it.

LAYNE said...

such gorgeous pic. my favorite is the tulle.

xx,
fashionlayne

kookie kulasa said...

welcome back! :) Missed your posts, dear

Kat said...

Can't believe people are stealing your stuff.

Anyway, fantastic, fantastic pics!

rachel is a dreamer said...

your blog is truely magical. love the quote and your storys are wonderful. love your words and the photos you have found are so dreamy and perfect.
peace & love!

Allison said...

Darling S-C,
First, it breaks my heart that people are stealing your beautifully written words and trying to pull them off as their own.
You are a beautiful soul, a kindred spirit, really. I applaud your bravery and your desire to get rid of societies expectations and do your own thing.
You're just lovely beyond words. I cannot wait to hear about your adventures, my dear.
Never forget how special you are! =)

Kate said...

You don't know how much I'd love to follow you lol. I love travelling, but at the moment I don't have the time or funds. But I will do the same one day soon. I think everyone should have done what you're doing in order to "find yourself". Whatever that means.

And I can't believe people are stealing your blog entries. Why can't people simply let their creativity flow instead of copying someones work? Incase you do make this blog private (I hope you don't though) please do let me read as well ♥

charlotte said...

please keep posting for public. I love reading your thoughts and looking at your wonderful and inspiring photographies.

I would miss it.

wish u an amazing day.

Michelle Gabrielle said...

Wow. These are amazing AMAZING pictures. I love them.

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rachel said...

Hey S-C! You're back! that's awesome :) these pictures are really the perfect accompaniment to your beautiful words. I'm happy you're writing here again! continue to inspire :)

♡ R

P.S.
i've moved to a new address, click to rachelleQ.blogspot.com :) would appreciate if you could update the bloglink. thanks sweetie!

Laura Taylor said...

These are so pretty!

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Annie Spandex said...

Beautiful!!

Annie Spandex said...

Happy birthday!!!!!

Rania said...

Gorgeous photos. Thanks for the comment. (:

dy said...

wow lovely blog. :)

FIVE ZERO NINE said...

thanks for your comment...
BEAUTIFUL images and words...

Laura said...

You always seem to take my breath away with your posts and stunning pics!

Stop by today for some comment love for the Under the Sheets-shhh Blogaversary! Yippee...

beckyxoxo said...

wow lovely photos and i like this post :)

Cris Lazoru said...

Lovely as usual! would love a vid q&a!!

C.

Bianca and Isabella said...

these are so brilliant. wow.

J.Yo said...

This post is lovely, your stories, your adventures, maybe those are something i would NEVER dream of doing..

i hate plagiarizers and i know you must be mad annoyed too!

a video Q&A will be amazing! :)

welcome back, SC

Linnéa said...

Gorgeous!!!!!

stdgals said...

missed yr wonderful posts.. you have no idea what an inspiration u r to me.. and to many more, I am sure... and yes! happy happy birthday!

gladys said...

You are so flipping talented it hurts (and only 19!!!!) I read your comment about talentless copycats ripping you off, don´t let people stop you.

xxx

Caleb Poling said...

wow. that city landscape photo is perfect.

xo

luyi said...

beautiful as always...<3

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Jess said...

Love these pictures, so mystical. like the first and second to last the most.

hélène said...

Just breathtaking. I am left speechless.

KAELA said...

beautiful images.. beautiful words!

filth on second st said...

Your blog is soooooooooo wonderful, I've been lurking forever! And you're too good!

foolfashion said...

Amazing pics, as usual. And Valentine Fillol cordier is in one of them! Love her.

filth on second st said...

your blog is so so so beautiful, I love all the photos and am so glad you're updating again! I've missed your posts, and yes please do the video! :) :)

CC said...

Love the first picture! Great post. )

Xx

Allegra said...

beautiful pics!

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Maíra said...

That might have been the push I needed. Thank you for your beautiful words. They came just in time. ♥

lyli l'atomique said...

inspiring
I love your blog :)

Girl Next Blog said...

I miss your blog!

xx

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the Emerson. You got it... Left me a bit more confident on my own decision making behavior. Thus, my regards for you both: Emerson for this formulation honorably converted in a saying and you for announcing it loudly among us... RR

Me said...

beautiful post!! i love the pictures!

catherine said...

love the photos!! it's freedom and beautiful faces

Marta Represa said...

Beautiful. The first photo is so evocative.

Girl in the loft said...

gorgeous pictures they are so artistic and beautiful to look at

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catie said...

"'No more, no more!" my spirit howls." exactly how i feel right now. thank you, thank you, thank you for this post. you have given me real motivation to live my life better and more. the way it should be even if society thinks otherwise. i'm saving this text ... keep writing, you're amazing!

Flavia M. from FRINGE INDIE MAGAZINE said...

The cloud photo is perfection.

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Acai said...

Amazing!

surimay said...

hello lovely! Happy Birthday to you! your post makes me feel like going to the beach and being lazy :D
beautiful pictures as well. very dreamy :)
i haven't got a huge dream... i don't think. everything just comes in short bursts. like..right now my 'dream' is to visit paris. haha..i know this is possible! am saving for it! :D
<3

Anonymous said...

WOW. This post sums up every doubt and insecurity i have been having for quite some time now, but its nice to hear that maybe dreams aren't stupid. Running off to be an actor? Is that stupid? Its my deepest passion and i am greatly stifled by my parents who think i must go to university. AGRGH!

Colorado Photos said...

Again Beautiful post...
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Wonderfully romantic feeling photos <3

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